You know what? I am not nervous for the exam. Ok maybe a bit. But not as nervous as I'd be for every exam that I've sit for the past 18 years. WHY WHY WHY am I not nervous. I seriously have no idea. Is it that as you grow up, you tend to be more calm in situations so that you won't be panicked like a kid got lost in a supermarket. I have no idea.

Normally, I'd be counting down the days till it ends. But now I prefer to sit for exams than to face the days after that.

Separation.

A stage that I've been experiencing a lot recently. It's weird. Although I've been through it, I still don't have the courage to face it. And I blame on the attachment. If it wasn't for attachment, there wouldn't be separation in the first place.

Less than 1 month, and I'll be leaving this place. But when I come back next year, I won't be seeing the same scenery anymore. The laughter, the sarcastic and lame jokes...I don't think I can hear them anymore.

Life is archetypal and full of contradiction. Last time I never realized all of these. But now I do.