random post 2

All this while, i wanted to complain. i wanted to rant. i am tired of the never-ending assignments and tests.

but then, those would just lead me to naught. i won't be achieving anything if i keep ranting. i must be optimistic...

it's spring now. but.. why is it still so cold? from summer, to autumn, to winter, now spring. i guess, i am getting used to the changes of seasons now.

once in a while, i imagine the near future, where i would be. but since i've booked tickets for next year, i think i will be in adelaide. and then, i imagine, serene and i walking, eating, joking each other in the uni campus. uni life..so close yet so distant. i feel kinda intimidate whenever there's a big group of caucasians near me. after all, i am standing on a foreign soil. there's no home here.

21 sept is coming. i can't believe it has passed for almost 1 year. the image is still fresh. i hope everyone at home will be okay on that day, especially sentimental mum. she's the strongest yet weakest woman i've ever seen. and i truly believe grandma is resting in peace. very peacefully.

and i hope she forgives me for spending a few minutes of my time to write this. because i seriously don't know how to do augmented matrix. call me an idiot. i don't care.