Tired To Think Of A Title

I've been forcing myself to wake up before 7am every single morning. School activities, orientation, registration stuff have been my first priority in my schedule now. The worst thing is that I will automatically wake up before 7 on Sunday morning! ME! The pig who lazes on the bed till after 9, will wake up before 7 on Sunday morning! Shocking isn't it?

Every time after I come home from school, I would feel tired and sleepy. Even at school, feel like finding a pillow to sleep on. Really am fed up of the routine of my life. Plus PMS is not helping me right now. Eeesh.. What happen to me? Am I becoming old?

NoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo!!!

Scholarship Is NOT In My List

Heard that Gareth Chin got a scholarship to S'pore. Sch fee+accommodation+food=free! Plus he got Rm400 per month for allowance. Cool eh?

Mom suddenly gave me a talk on how to improve your oral smth like that. She said that the higher chance you would get a scholarship if your English is good. She actually expects me to get a scholarship! What the?? Never in my 15 yrs of life would I think abt that! It's obviously impossible to me. Plz don't put your expectation too high mom or the disappointment you'll face will be even higher.

Abt the talk, she suggested me to go to Cambridge to learn to interact in English. The first thing that popped in my mind was going to EM with SF. SF has been encouraging me to go since I entered CH, I think. So is this a yes sign that I'll join her?

EM, sure. But scholarship? I don't think so.

2 Years Anniversary

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I randomly found out that I've been using MSN for over 2 years! I rmbr Jennie introduced this to me in F1 and I've been playing it ever since. Time DOES fly eh?

Not A Dancing Material

Couldn't get online the past few days. Eeesh.. What for my dad pay streamyx fee? Char must be missing me coz she kept mentioning my name in her blog.. No?

Anyway had dancing practice on Fri. All I can say is that I'm not a dancing type type of girl ok? More like a tomboy one. I embarrassed myself that time by messing up the steps. Plus the last time I danced was in school concert in kindergarten. And Siti made me felt even worse - she kept saying I was lag or my step was wrong.. Jz to let ya know Siti that I'll try my best not to embarrassed myself again!!! ><

Disappointed At Happy Feet

Had taken my blazer photo at Typhoon. Cost me RM21 which is reasonable since they do photoshop on ppl whom they think are not perfect enough, which is me. I had mosquito bite on my forehead which was very obvious and I'm so glad they do photoshop. :D

After that went to Parkson and had lunch at KFC with friends. Then we headed to the cinema and we couldn't decide which movie to watch! Actually, we decided. Jz that the movie we wanted to watch was different. SF wanted to watch her fav demon show The Covenant and followed by KSS and PKH which were brain-washed by her later; YCP was so shui bian that he didn't bother; WC couldn't decide to watch Happy Feet or Casino Royale; And I had already set my mind to watch Casino Royale! I like action movie cannot ah?

Okay loh, they all gave in and watched Casino Royale. After knowing it cost us RM9, they quickly changed their mind. Eeshh.. Later we used the voting way. There were currently 3 movies to choose - The Covenant, Casino Royale & Happy Feet.

Happy Feet won in the end. But I wasn't satisfied 'coz I felt like being cheated. And we argued 'peacefully'. Damn sien.. I forgot how in the end we ended up watching Happy Feet instead.

We were outside the cinema for quite long as we kept hesitate. Guess how long we were there? For freaking 20 minutes!! Hahah.. I'm sure the workers there who were watching us argued, had a good laugh as we were really funny there! Eesh last time was the Pizza Hut that I embarassed myself and now the cinema..


Now here's what I think abt Happy Feet.

DAMN BORING OK?

Sure the poster may look nice and cute with the penguin jumping on the iceberg.. Whatever! The plot was way pathetic that I ever thought it could be. Suddenly skipped here and there. Plus the penguins weren't even cute! The more I looked at them, the more I think they're creepy. =S

I almost fell asleep when watching it. WC who was beside me slept so soundly. Ahh you can imagine how boring it was. KSS, on the other hand, thinks it's interesting. Whatever.. Wasted my RM7.. I could use RM7 to watch Death Note, for all I care.

Happy Feet or no Happy Feet.. I feel like stepping on that penguin! Gahh~

Anyway, saw an adorable pig stuff in a new shop there next to the Food Court. And at that moment, that face flashed across my mind. Should I buy for that face? I'm sure that pig makes a perfect match for that face.

巧合??

昨天发生太多的巧合了.下午我选了一件我姐从Sabah的Manukan Island买来的白衣去补习. 谁知道一到补习就看到John的弟弟也穿一件Sabah Manukan Island的黑衣.. 真是巧到不能再巧了! 幸好雷公没在不然肯定被他jio到死死的那种..

好咯..穿到一样就一样咯. 后来和家人去菜根香吃晚餐. 一进去就看到一个很熟悉的背影. 再看清楚.. 我恨不得想拉爸妈走离开那里.. 原来是Teacher Malar!! 坐在她对面的好像是她妈妈.. 天啊.. 吃顿晚餐都不能好好享受.. 而且还得面对一个算是很ngiao ji的老师.. 有点失礼类..

回家后就读妈妈从Pustaka借来的书"The Thief Lord"那来读一读.. 后来有一张resit从书中掉了出来. 哇.. 原来Sarah-June Wong也有借过这本书咧.. 太巧了啦.. 也有太多的原来啊..哈哈..

Your Birthdate: April 20

You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious. Your strength: Your warm heart Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions Your power color: Black Your power symbol: Musical note Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

罪恶感

每当他们问我关于某某东西时, 我不得不说谎.. 虽然不是有意要骗他们, 但骗人的感觉真的很不好受! 尤其是骗朋友的时候..

这算善意的谎言吗? 说善意谎言的人感觉如何? 如果你问我,我倒觉得善意的谎言跟普通的谎言根本就是一样!! 我用借口来敷衍他们.. 感觉很很很对不起他们!! 这哪算是善意的呢?? 如果好让我选, 我宁可伤他们的心, 也不要继续骗他们.. 不管我做什么选择, 我都会间接的伤害他们.. 虽然如此,我宁愿以事实回答他们.. 既豪无罪恶感, 也不会觉得对不起他们..!

The Silent War

After reading a few friends' blogs, made me wondering. Is sec school's life really that terrible?

Because of one Orientation, some of us are struggling. I don't know the problems exactly but I can tell it's ruining our school lives. Or do WE ruin it among ourselves?

I was told there wasn't any difficulties during my parents' school lives. In fact, no stress and not much activities. It was jz nice and very lay back. What's happening nowadays are a contrast to the old days. I could feel the tension whenever I go back to school.

If we are already 'fighting' over Orientation, what more to say the concert? The Prefect Election? We still got a long way to step into the society yet it seems that we ARE in it now.

I used to think after PMR should be quite nice. I was wrong. I was too naive..

Add M3.. More Like Adding a Mess x3

Stupid test on Chemistry on Weds. Am starting to think Add M3 is ridiculous. Why must you substitute this into that to get the answer? And when I rant abt Add M3, WC would say smth that shuts me up - "吃不到葡萄就讲葡萄酸." Duh, she knows how to solve Add M3 questions whereas I have to scratch my head till strains of hair covering on my Add M3 question..

Anyway, thanks to Yhui for the pics..

Had a farewell party for Hui Xian on 7/11 at Yhui's house. I can't say I enjoyed it 100%. But the food was nice. :)

Where was I that time huh? Can you spot me?

I will miss her even though she's a quiet girl in class. Muaks..

I Need Human Contact

Feel so helpless now. Couldn't find a friend or a family member to talk to. I'm alone in this house;my friends are all at school.

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Gosh, is it so hard to find a human being to talk to?! Plus, I have menstrual pain these few days. That really ticks me off.

I am a bomb which will go off any second.

Rant Rant Rant.. Trash Trash Trash..

After reading a few friends' blogs, found out that we really faced family problems more than friends/love problem eh? No? Or is it jz me who is facing more on family problem?

First, there's the nagging.
'Oh, don't eat too many fine breads which contain fine salt.'
'Don't watch too many tv yea? Must exercise sometimes ok?'
'Don't face the pc everyday.'
'Don't stay up till late. I won't go upstairs till you leave the pc and go up to sleep.'
'Don't play with hp everyday. Got radiation. Harmful to body.'
'Why you keep on going to sch after the exam? It seems to me that you're even busier after the exam.'
And the nagging keeps on repeating each day.

Then, Dad starts to fight with me over the tv nowadays as there is CCTV now which is a lot more on Chinese culture, Taiwan stories and blah blah. Like I care. I know I should let you watch it since I watched so many tv the past few days but.. At least let me watch my fav show. I'll hand over the remote to you AFTER I've finished watching it ok? It IS my fav show.

Fortunately I have this blog to trash my feelings out. Trash trash trash..!

To Wait? Or Not To Wait?

When you like someone who is already in a relationship, would you still go after him/her? Would you rather wait for that special person to break up with his/her partner?

But what if he/she will never do that? Are you gonna wait forever? Or hunt another prey?

Not worth it to 'chase' a person who is already dating la. :)

Karma Eh?

I kept jio-ing LB this morning.

Then this afternoon, I asked my bro about his form teacher, 罗老师.

Me:"罗老师很凶哈?"
Him, answering without any hesitation:"差不多跟你一样凶."

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