words can cheer people up. words can open up a heart. words can also wound a heart. what's said is said. what's done is done. and what's not done yet will not be done.

but is it worth it. will a tiny effort make a difference. would forgiveness come after understanding.

it's a pain in heart and words can't describe it.

HuliHula~

After Chem exam, Car and I went to Brunelli to have our lunch. Boy, it was heavy. Costed me freaking AUD 22 for these two huge portion of feast...-____-

2 lamers eating big portion of lamb with chips ^^

Spaghetti.

After that, we were walking in Rundle Mall and suddenly Car stopped and shrieked 'WHERE'S MY BOTTLE?' She then checked her bag. I helped to check her bag as well. But...you know what? Before I looked into her bag, I saw something sticking out from her armpit...

IT WAS HER FREAKING BOTTLE.

Oh dear Car, how can I live without your blurness. Tell me. LOL

Anyway, last subject to go. Physics, my favourite subject of all. Hope everything goes well!

Ser the sa po asked me to blog since I'm taking a break from study. So...here goes!

I'm currently 'refuging' in her house. Tomorrow all the Bio freaks will finish their exam while Ser, Car, Zul and I still have to endure one more day....)&*(^%^$$!

The sa po is just beside me now, struggling hard for her Spec Math for tomorrow's paper.



Anyway, all the best to Ser and the Bio freaks tomorrow in Spec Math and Bio!! And also the PiPi and ZF in their papers tomorrow too!!

You know what? I am not nervous for the exam. Ok maybe a bit. But not as nervous as I'd be for every exam that I've sit for the past 18 years. WHY WHY WHY am I not nervous. I seriously have no idea. Is it that as you grow up, you tend to be more calm in situations so that you won't be panicked like a kid got lost in a supermarket. I have no idea.

Normally, I'd be counting down the days till it ends. But now I prefer to sit for exams than to face the days after that.

Separation.

A stage that I've been experiencing a lot recently. It's weird. Although I've been through it, I still don't have the courage to face it. And I blame on the attachment. If it wasn't for attachment, there wouldn't be separation in the first place.

Less than 1 month, and I'll be leaving this place. But when I come back next year, I won't be seeing the same scenery anymore. The laughter, the sarcastic and lame jokes...I don't think I can hear them anymore.

Life is archetypal and full of contradiction. Last time I never realized all of these. But now I do.

A Dream

Brian left yesterday morning. Luckily I was able to send him off. Like Eugenie said, he's our first Indo friend. Like Chiew said, out of the 6 billion people, we met.

He's now most probably reached Surabaya. Enjoy your holiday! Hopefully we will meet each other next year : )

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I had a dream last night. I was in Miri. I was walking along the path in Tanjung beach. And I saw the 3 girls playing swings just by the sea. The 3 girls whom I want to meet up so badly. Shyu Fei, Charlene, Buggy. For some reasons, Jui Jeng wasn't with us. And I don't know why :P

Anyway, I joined them and we played the swings together while we chatter here and there.

It was nice. Spending time together with my girl friends. At my favourite place of all.

Though it lasted for few minutes, I still can remember the image clearly.

When will we ever hang out again? Soon? I doubt. Char and I are far apart across the globe. Soon Jui Jeng and SF will be too.



It's a dream that I want it to be realistic.

Bob/Pop

Early on, mum and sis were talking about sis's hairstyle. And mum happened to ask her to go have a bob cut. Which is like this.


But no...mum thought it was POP CUT.

So sis corrected her. But mum happened to be mum...she said no no no, she asked her to cut a POPCORN hair style.

...

Well, of course she kena scolded LAME. NOW I know why they all call me lame. Blame the genes, please.

Anyway, and so I was thinking. Popcorn hair. Sounds wild. Maybe I could have one next year and set it as a trend?



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p/s: Check this out too. Apparently, my family are weirdos. But me likey. ;)

Is it possible to just close our eyes and forget everything that we went through?
Is it possible to just cover our ears to get away from the noise pollution we are making?
Is it possible to stop breathing for just a while and breathe in the fresh air when we feel like to?
Is it possible to isolate ourselves so that we don't need to create noises?
And is it possible to have short term memory

'Coz memory ain't an ability. It's a burden.

Booo

Today is the day that determines my years in Uni. The doubt is still there. Am I capable of doing what I think I can do? I hope so. There's no turning back...unless I marry a rich ang mo and become a mistress ^^